What should I say?

Well it's been few days that I've not updated my blog.. These few days a lot of stuff happened in school.. Like Bianca betraying me.. :( maybe I look like I'm okay but I'm not.. These few days I've been moody and I feel sorry for my hubby because he have to cheer me up without failing.. And I'm not feeling really well right now.. My birthday is like 3 days away and I'm sick.. Somehow my feelings are messed up.. I can't trust anyone anymore only for my hubby.. I feel like I'm enough of being betrayed.. It hurts a lot.. Somehow I'll find a way to forget this friendship.. Thank u hubby for always being there for me when I need you.. I'm really sorry recently I'm moody.. I love you dear! <3