I am sick :(

I don know why but I'm having fever now and I find breathing difficult for me.. :( how I wish he was here to hug me.. Anyway we fight today and he is now back in school.. I don't want him to see that girl.. What if one day they really got together I'll be badly hurt and I don't know I can't think about that because I'm gonna trust him and have strong faith in him.. I really hope he don't let me down. I wanna stay strong.. Please, I wanna recover soon.. What if he sees my sick face.. Will he still love me? This is a pic of me hubby.. Hope it doesn't scare you..