Sick :(

I'm sure he don't know how I look like.. I'm suffering in pain.. I'm so so so scared anything will happen to me.. :( i just finish talking to him and I feel my voice is freaky.. I'm afraid he will get scares due to my voice so I don't wanna talk much.. I'm so scared he will leave me because I keep getting sick :( i really hope he will go through with me everything ❤ I love you!