My feelings towards you!

Do u know right now I really hate you? Do u know what you've done? Do you know how much pain u put me in? Yesterday was your birthday I saw you talk about u found someone new and u kissed her and some stuff like that.. Yes until now I still read your blog and read your tweets but after reading just make me feel you're just the same old freaking playboy which I hate!! Yesterday I cry because of you! Lucky the guy that likes me comforted me and calm me down.. Even he likes me he still can tolerate me talking about you! Hurt me so much.. Your tweets and all.. Talking back to all your ex and old crushes.. Are u like born to be a pain in the ass or what? Please la if you don't love me anymore just stop all those love stuff writing shit.. Okay?! I don't want to continue to cry.. You move on I move on :) simple as that.. Don't have to say things to hurt me.. No matter what you'll always be part of my memories :) and also take care this might be abit rude but I'm sorry I don't want to feel like this anymore.. Please stop okay? ^^ thanks