I'm scared

I really don't know why I have this type of feeling.. I am scared.. Why am I scared? :( you know I've seen your conversation with her and I saw u liking all her instagram pictures.. I'm sure you still love her.. I guess it's time for me to stop checking your stuff because when I check I get hurt.. Everytime it disappoints me.. So I promise myself not to look at it anymore.. You wanna like who's picture its non of my business.. Even if you both get together one day I only can just smile like nothing's wrong.. I gotta stay strong! I have to!! Stay strong Yee Lan stay strong!!! :'(