I am messed up

Yesterday I called you cause I really miss you.. But do u know after that I was chatting with a guy best friend until almost 4 in the morning and he actually told me he likes me.. I'm not in between 3 guys you, Kai Sheng and that guy.. I can't make a decision.. I really wished we never broke up so there won't be other guys coming for me.. :/ it's so hard.. Yes no matter what I'll never forget you.. But I'm I gonna be selfish to hurt the other 2? I'm I suppose to hurt guys again? I really don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.. Is there anyway that all 3 guys will be happy? Yesterday I decided to call u because I really want u to know I miss you even I look really strong but suddenly through all my sad moments in life there is this 2 guy come try safe me.. And teman me until I can sleep.. Not all guy is willing to stay up 4am to talk to me.. Even u also wanna sleep.. I just know that if I hurt any of you 3 guys I'll regret.. Because 3 boys also really love me and I dont know how anymore!!! Sorry.. Goodluck in your exam :) don't think so much.. After exam only talk about love la :p all the best!!