No one understands me!

I thought you will understand me when others don't.. The person I love most tend to not understand me as well.. Now I have no one :( all alone.. No one I can talk to no one I can depend on.. Why you don't understand me?!! Why?? Just because I said my friends are quite important you're making a big fuss about it? I'm so disappointed in myself :) no one understands me :) I'm so useless and I know it.. Dont have to rub it in my face ! Say treat me better and all those crap was just a piece of crap.. Because u don't know the real way to treat me right.. I say hope you understand and still want to show your attitude to me? Sorry I cant tolerate that.. I'm sorry you just don't understand me find a way to understand me la please!! Thanks bye