Unhappy

I don't understand my life I don't understand it at all.. I find it so hard to breath because I'm too broken heart.. I am so sad I really am.. I don't know what to say anymore.. My heart l
Already dead it hurts.. Too sad too disappointed.. Don't know what to do anymore.. I just know as long as he one day at that school I will very unhappy.. Everything change and it hurts.. I have to reaccept everything again.. I can't take it.. It's too much for me :( I'm not a strong girl.. I am a weak one.. Why nobody understand me ?