13th march

Well I'm having a holiday break and yes trying to relax myself from all the stress recently.. I will never forget that on this day midnight, me and him fight like crazy and he finally said that word "break up" and he said he was serious about it.. And at that moment my heart broke and tears dripped one after another it hurts so so so much.. So I actually decided to leave this world because I can't stand no more pain and all this hurtfulness.. So at the end he begged me not to leave him and give give him another chance.. He said please and he said he will appreciate me.. So now he say he is doing art do I have some time to blog.. And I'm hoping this time he will keep his words.. Because I don't wanna get hurt like last time.. Sorry hubby I really want you to change to appreciate me.. If you are not going to appreciate me next time you will regret.. But i love you anyway..