4am missing him :)

I miss him so much I really wanna call him and talk to him but I'm sure he is tired so it's okay I'll let him sleep :) we have lots more to talk tomorrow.. I was like sitting on the sofa and I cried thinking all those memories we built.. Every part of my house have memory of him.. Hubby, come back please! Please come back! Honey miss you so much and honey love you most!! Please hubby don't talk to other girls don't flirt :( please honey wanna be yours forever.. Honey wanna marry you!! :) I hope you have sweet dreams about me right now dear.. I'll continue to watch mummy play mah jong.. I love you lots Lao Gong!! Muakxxxx! ❤❤❤

Goodnight

Well tonight I learned how to play contract killer from him and yeap I level upped quite fast :) hehe I'm happy! And he is tired so am I.. I'll have a goodnight rest and hopefully my hubby gets sweet dreams <3 I'm sure that he is tired cause 2 nights he have been keeping me company till like 2 and I'm sure he is tired.. May god bless us to last forever cause I really love him.. I hope everyday I can be happy like that.. Hope my happiness can last forever so that when I'm happy he'll be happy too :) we sang "as long as u love me" together and I'm happy.. Hehe night hubby talk to u tomorrow ya.. I love you!! Muakxxxxx! ❤❤❤

Happy :)

Well just now I was talking to him and I was really happy.. And he calls me "stupid girl" and says that "honey you very cute la".. I'm very happy and also I actually like when he calls me cute I get even happier :) tonight I want to have the happiest conversation.. I hope he will cooperate with me.. Just ate Maggie and I'm full now.. OMG and in the picture my dark circles are huge :( hope he don't mind.. I love you! Now waiting for him to finish his noodles :) bye bye ^_^ hehe

Cheer leading

I feel so bad wanting to dance :( I feel so stupid.. I know I'm so selfish.. I know he love me that's why he don't want me to dance.. I know what he want is for me to be good.. He won't wanna hurt me or anything.. I just feel that I wanna dance not only for red house but I also wanna prove that I can finally win blue.. Yes I'm not a sports person and I'm sure I can't win anything for red house all I can do is dance.. I know I will make my husband really upset and all but I hope he will also understand me.. I have only 2 years and I'm done with secondary.. I just wanna have good memories :) I know he will be sad and all.. He will also keep everything to himself but he don't know I care about him a lot.. Can say almost every hour I check if he updates his blog.. I saw all his recent post.. He really want me to quit cheer leading.. But I know if I quit everyone will look down on me.. I don't want that.. I want to be remembered by school after I leave.. Hubby, I'm truly sorry to hurt you.. I know I'm selfish you can blame me.. Reading your post I cry because I don't feel like you're happy with me.. But I won't give up making you happy.. Cause I truly love you.. I want him to be happy forever.. Someday when u read my blog U will know actually I love you a lot :) but I won't show u know.. Someday I will :) I'm so so sorry about the dance and I'm so so sorry to make u sad about it.. And for the first time u text me So much and for the first time i got 5 miss call from you.. My phone was on silent and I was sleeping.. I am so sorry about that too.. :( I know I am not perfect and I never ever chose Dancing over YOU! Because you are my everything.. Reason why i wanna win blue is because your ex are in blue house is Leey Shiaan is there, shir li was ex blue member, Helen.. So yes I wanna win blue to show I'm better than them and I got the man they can't have.. I'm sorry I never tell you but you will know someday right hubby? Sorry.. :( I LOVE YOU FOREVER HUBBY!! Muakxxxxx!

Crazy In Love

Somehow I love him more and more each day.. For the first time i cry because he go tuition.. I miss him so so so much.. I don't know why I cry because he go tuition but what I do know is I love him a lot and I hope our love can last forever.. I really miss him la how? I wanna hear his voice la.. I miss you.. I know maybe he thinks I am mean and stuff but actually I am just to over protective and too selfish.. I love you a lot hubby :) Wo Ai Ni!

:)

Just had an sweet and amazing conversation with him.. I can sleep in peace now.. :) nite baby boy.. I love you!

Missing Him :(

Well just now we kinda argued for small stuff but I am really patient already :) I never wanna fight and i said sorry.. I feel that for him I can change.. I wanna be his perfect wife.. I want him to know he have someone who loves him so much that he never knew.. I am sure that with him my life is a bed of roses maybe at times got thorns that might hurt but we are still together forever.. That's one thing I believe.. With him nothing is impossible.. I hope one day when he see this blog he will know how much he mean to me :) I Love You! Muakxxxx! Don't we look perfect together? I say YES ! :)