Love?

You said you you'll be understanding.. I said I wanna dance because red house is seriously lack of people.. I promise to still spend time with u.. You? Go swimming show off to the girls.. My feelings? U care? :( I so long I control my temper.. I saw pics of u and other girls on FB I keep quite I don't wanna fight, if I fight u will say I not understanding enough.. If I don't make noise you become too much.. Why do this to me? I'm sick!!! :( why u never care?? Tears are coming down in the painful way.. I'll continue to tolerate you because no matter what I love you! I'm sorry I just wish the virus I have will not have any medicine to cure..

My Baby Boy Sleeping

Well today we did not talk because he is tired and when I call him he was already sleeping so it's okay.. As long as he never talk to other girls I'm happy enough.. :) anyway tonight I'll sleep in peace cause I know how he feels about me.. I hope tomorrow when I go to doctor, he will say I'm okay and can stop medication.. I really hope so :) goodnight baby boy! Sweet dreams :) see honey take pic hopefully u have a sweet dream of me. I Love You!! ❤

He finally let me read his blog

Well I read my dearest baby boy blog and he is really my stupid boy I so love him will fall for another guy meh? Stupid boy betul la u dear :) well he don't know I have this blog haha :) and yea I'm still sick not recovered yet.. But reading his blog made me really happy.. I know he loves me and I still love him most :) I cried reading his blog because not many guys will write a blog for their gf and he did and yeap! I'm his wife!! I wanna tell him now that I truly love you until I die :) one day he will know I love him like a crazy girl from lala land... Haha Lao Gong Wo Ai Si Ni oh!!!

Sick :(

I'm sure he don't know how I look like.. I'm suffering in pain.. I'm so so so scared anything will happen to me.. :( i just finish talking to him and I feel my voice is freaky.. I'm afraid he will get scares due to my voice so I don't wanna talk much.. I'm so scared he will leave me because I keep getting sick :( i really hope he will go through with me everything ❤ I love you!

I am sick

Somehow I really hate being sick.. I went to the doctor and they can't detect what virus I have :( am I going to die soon ? :( I really don't wanna go.. I have to go check either tonight or tomorrow again.. I'm really afraid.. If it won't get better I'll be on pills for 1 week and each day I have to take 5 times medication.. Gosh, please help me.. I don't like taking pills please!!! :(

I miss him!

Somehow I miss him a lot.. We fight today! :( about some small thing and I guess he don't really trust me.. Haih.. :( I'm sick now and he don't really care.. I'm really sad :( but he don't really know.. I wish that he understands how I feel.. One day I hope he realize that I'm really important to him.. One day he will regret for what he have done to me.. :( just waiting for the one day for him to realize.. I love him now and forever!!

Soon 6 Months ♥

Miss spending time with my Hubby :'(

3 Days left to me and Ken John's 6 moths together.. :) I am so happy.. But recently a lot of things happen.. I cant go out and see him.. mummy don let.. As long as many things happened.. I just cant take it anymore.. I fine that living is so hard.. But I promise myself that i wont give up on this love.. I will keep holding tight.. Hubby is back but cant date him.. We skype everyday except 1 day.. Finally get to see his face.. he remembered about a promise he made.. He promise to spend at least 1 hour with me at night and he keeps to his promise.. I really miss him.. when i see couples holding hand everywhere I feel the pain, I cant go out with him.. Actually i am really sad but no one knows.. But I'll hold on tight.. 6 months almost near.. I know I can make it.. I hope that next year situations will get better.. I hope that i can do what i like.. I wont leave him unless he leaves me.. Everyday I wipe my tears away... I want him to be by my side holding my hand never letting go.. He is all i want and all i need.. I will feel better I guess.. Nobody knows how much i miss him.. its killing me inside.. I'll wait forever :)

Till Here ♥♥♥