Monday, 24 October 2011

Me & Him

Actually we went through a lot.. I just don want this love to end.. I don want his love for me gets bored.. I want him to love me more and more and not lesser.. :( I am pretty sure I will love him forever I already made my choice.. I love him so much.. I bought him an ipod hopefully he likes it and appreciate what I done for him.. I just cant lose him that's all.. May god bless us to last forever because I really need him :) I Love My Hubby

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Sunday, 25 September 2011

:) It's been almost a week

Miss Holding Hands With Him 
Its been awhile now :) Me and him still staying strong and another 2 more days its officially our 4th Month together.. I really love him so much!! we've not argued for almost a month now and i am feeling great.. A lot of things happen recently in my life and i don know how to go through it but LUCKILY i have him to support me every step i take.. He is always there to give me support, love and care.. I am still standing strong here because of him :) Nothing else really matters now on HUBBY matters.. He told me the sweetest thing that I've ever heard in my life.. He told me he is gonna learn to make me a pair of gloves and i burst into tears because he loves me more than i've aspected.. :) And i love him lots too.. I just feel so happy that i have him.. 



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Thursday, 15 September 2011

Staying Happy Together ♥

See The Laughter We Share Together 
I want us to be together FOREVER 
Today he told me something that made me a little bit sad.. He said that a girl gave him drinks.. firstly morning she gave him Ribena and lunch gave him milk and honey.. :( Why that girl treat him so good? I don want to lose him.. I was sad but at the end I know he love me more.. I know he wont fall for her.. Something really touched my heart.. His school celebrated Mooncake Festival and countdown to 1 Malaysia day.. but he didn't join them and he wait for me until i finish tuition but he fell asleep.. hehehe >.< he woke up around 12 and called me and chat with me.. :) I felt so love.. After saying goodnight, sweetdreams and sleep tight we ended the call with a word "I Love You".. After that around 1 he called me again remind me to go to bed.. He really love me.. I feel so happy.. I miss the laughter that we share together, the sweet memories and all those tears.. I hope one day we really can be together and he finally can take me and meet his parents.. I already choose him to be my husband.. only he can make my dreams come true.. I am so happy that i have him now.. Only he can make me happy and enjoy life.. I really love this guy a lot.. May god bless us 


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Tuesday, 13 September 2011

Bad Day! :(

I Love Him 
Today I really had a bad day in school.. Really very sad really feel depressed but so what?? Life must go on... We started with a happy conversation but end up sad.. Haizzzzz.. but its okay i understand how he feels.. I know he is depressed but me too.. I just wish to stay happy with him forever that's all i am asking for.. He should understand me more and think of my feelings.. I really want him to give and take.. I can't lose him.. I can sacrifice anything for him.. Hubby if u are reading this I want to tell u I really love you and need you.. I am going through a lot of stuffs hope you can go through it with me.. Stay strong with me okay..

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Sunday, 11 September 2011

Boring Sunday!

Miss Kissing My Little Vampire 
Today was a quite boring day as usual :) But than I realized something I miss him so much.. He just went back to school for a week but I feel like its been a month or more.. Time pass so slowly without him by my side.. :( I was thinking of changing school but my hubby don let me change to his school.. Well i understand he is just concern about my feelings.. He really cares for me.. I believe he will be loyal to me and will continue to fight for this love.. Maybe his family can go against us being together but I know that Me & Him can stay strong together.. Hubby I Love You! maybe we are going to face a lot of different things together.. the bitter and the sweet but I am hoping in god hands we are meant for each other.. Today I realize I need him more than anything else.. :( I miss him.. I wanna see him so badly..


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Saturday, 10 September 2011

Saturday 10/9/2011

I Miss Being In His Arms 
My Husband 
I Will Be Me No Matter What 
Well today was a good day for me.. :) It was relaxing.. I went for facial and came home.. watched tv and sleep for awhile.. Talked to my hubby and stuff.. Today his school celebrated Hari Raya and he went for that celebration while waiting for him he text me with his friends phone and it was so touching.. These are the messages :
1 : Honey sorry didn't bring my phone down but you just see you don need to reply me honey I just want to tell you that I love you a lot and later I find you ya? Miss you a lot muakzxx!!
2 : Honey I really very sad!! When I eat ice-cream i wanted to cry edi because i miss the time we eat ice-cream i feel like eating with you again my beloved wife! Honey when you see this don reply ya just to say i really will appreciate you and love you a lot honey i need you by my side!
This messages really touched my heart.. i cried so much.. I really miss him.. We built too much sweet memories that couldn't be erased.. We will keep building 'em.. another text when he gets back
"Honey I feel so touch!! I feel that when i with you i feel so happy! I feel like hugging you! Can? I need you to hug me and say I love you! I willing to sacrifice everything for you but Please just love me I enough edi!" 
I really feel like running all the way there to give him a kiss.. The feelings i have no one will ever understand.. My love for him is way too deep... I Love My Hubby Lots.. Forever will ..

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Friday, 9 September 2011

Great Day ♥

My Dearest Husband 
Today I feel so much better because I took revenge by slapping Danny 4 times in the face and he cried :) So yeah!!! But i don know what trouble i am going to get into but i will be fine :)

Today I had really good conversation with my hubby! He was sweet and soft and he talked :) haha but somehow the call ended and i tried calling it doesn't work.. and even if it gets through he did not answer.. I am so worried that I dont know how to fall asleep now.. :'( I easily over-think.. I know I am a weak girl and i just don like it when he leaves me hanging and no goodnight wishes tonight , I feel so sad and depressed.. But I'll think positive and hope he will find me in the morning.. If he didn't I will seriously get very sad and will do stupid stuff.. May god bless me and him to be together forever 


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