19/10/2012

I thought I was strong enough to face this but it turns out to be I'm not strong enough.. You chose to hurt me I don't mind, but I hope I'll get back your love.. I hope during this time we are not close you won't find someone else to replace me and also keep being loyal to me.. I really very San fu.. But if you still don't care I understand.. Hope you are happier now..

Hubby

If you're reading this let me tell you this, recently you've become someone else you always say you love me I believe but nowadays you get angry easily.. Just because of one word I said "haihhhh" then you started a fight :( I don't wanna answer you cause it will be worse.. I'm already very stress and having difficulty in this relationship.. You make it harder everyday.. Hard till I barely can breath.. Breathing is so hard when I'm hurt by you.. But why I keep holding on because I believe you love me.. But I really can't tolerate your attitude.. Every night when I am going to bed I think why am I so stupid to wait hoping you'll change for me but you didn't and you won't.. Why I become like that because of all the hurting you cause me.. My eyes soon getting blind.. Problem with breathing because my spine is compressing my lungs.. And yet you don't understand me :( I've tried my best to be the best I can be but it doesn't seem to work.. I feel useless I feel nothing but I'm not giving up! Cause I still believe you love me.. If you're gonna continue to be like that then there is not guarantee :( let's hope you'll change for me :( i love you hubby! Muakxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!