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| Miss spending time with my Hubby :'( |
3 Days left to me and Ken John's 6 moths together.. :) I am so happy.. But recently a lot of things happen.. I cant go out and see him.. mummy don let.. As long as many things happened.. I just cant take it anymore.. I fine that living is so hard.. But I promise myself that i wont give up on this love.. I will keep holding tight.. Hubby is back but cant date him.. We skype everyday except 1 day.. Finally get to see his face.. he remembered about a promise he made.. He promise to spend at least 1 hour with me at night and he keeps to his promise.. I really miss him.. when i see couples holding hand everywhere I feel the pain, I cant go out with him.. Actually i am really sad but no one knows.. But I'll hold on tight.. 6 months almost near.. I know I can make it.. I hope that next year situations will get better.. I hope that i can do what i like.. I wont leave him unless he leaves me.. Everyday I wipe my tears away... I want him to be by my side holding my hand never letting go.. He is all i want and all i need.. I will feel better I guess.. Nobody knows how much i miss him.. its killing me inside.. I'll wait forever :)
Till Here ♥♥♥
